Freedom is knowing the Father and the Son

Lord teach me how to be free. Or free me if I am not. In all aspects of life I want to be free. I believe you will see me through any situation. I believe you are with me. Show me this love that sets the captives free. Destroy the chains of self, so I may live. So I may love. Free me from the bondage of the illusions of this world. I believe I am free and made alive. Help me step into this reality. Jesus is alive. He died, and rose again. I will rise with Him. When blood and water hit the ground, I was made free. Show me this reality until it becomes my heartbeat. I want to love without the restraint of self seeking. Without the restraint of ego or pride. This is freedom. I want to be. Spirit of God fill me up again. I desire the desire again. I know what I need to want so bad. My flesh has no recollection of the spiritual experience. Remind my spirit with fire of the Love which you have. Encounter my deep with you. Reign in this vessel oh Spirit of the Son. I will listen until I cant stand to stop listening again. I will work out my salvation daily, today. Give me the strength to do so tomorrow. Thank you papa.

Treasure in the moments…

Losing this life for the pursuit toward God is not losing anything but the dependence on all that is lost already. Lord give me wisdom. Give me revelations of time and the reality of the moment at hand. All things are permissible but most things are a waste of time. Lord God, put each moment in perspective. Let me see how you see. Make all moments a supernova of revelation. Like a star bursting in its completion only to become a new paradigm of truth power and love. Boredom is the result of a stagnate mind. The moment is of the utmost relevance. Even the past’s relevance is only so as to increase the awareness of the moment. By no means is this a call to live in the moment as the world does, perverting truth to justify carnal desires. They see the moment as a fleeting event which must be harnessed for sensuality. But as we live in Christ we live knowing each moment is eternal in that eternity can be found within it. Time, like an ocean being drained into the abyss holds precious jewels which have been hidden only to be sought out for those who desire eternal treasure. This is the relevance of the moment, each holds a revelation. Lord make me an avid treasure hunter, give me a heart and mind hungry for the eternal riches hidden in the moments. All of which reflect facets and depths of your Love. Lord quicken my mind to a steadfastness of seeking. Make my spirit energized with Love and Joy in a pursuit for Truth and Love.

Proverbs 25:2 “It is the glory of God to conceal a matter, But the glory of kings is to search out a matter.”

Virtue, and Freedom: You can’t have one without the other (part 2)

Demoralization: The foundation of our prison

So what happened? What went wrong? Since America’s declaration of independence in 1776, Our government has grown to a size way beyond the intention of our founding fathers. Income Taxes, Federal sovereignty, socialized health care, welfare, bailouts which monopolize private sectors. We are way passed “a necessary evil” and getting dangerously close to, “an intolerable one”. But, to point at our current state of government which in so many ways has become tyrannical, with frustration and blame toward it’s residing members , is to continue to be ignorant of the source of such evil. The necessary size of our government is always a parallel of the “necessity to be governed”. I placed quotes over this phrase because that is the variable which is debatable and we will discuss further a bit later. I don’t believe the reduction of freedom is justified but is the result of evil taking advantage of a generation’s transgression against the law.

This reminds me of what Paul wrote in his letter to the Roman Church:

“For sin, seizing the opportunity afforded by the commandment, deceived me, and through the commandment put me to death.”

Paul here is referring to God’s law and not mans law, but with this verse we get to the real root of the problem and the source of man’s government. Sin. Thomas Paine speaks of government being instituted due to man’s vices, but that is about as far back that Paine goes. Paul here is referring to the vices themselves. Webster’s dictionary defines a vice as: frailty: moral weakness or a specific form of evildoing. Sin. Sin results in Laws. The original sin of man, resulted in Laws from God, and sin continues to provide the opportunity for more laws. So if freedom is the lack of laws and laws are the result of sin, we could conclude that where sin is absent, freedom is found.

Paul wrote to Timothy in this regard as well…

We also know that law is made not for the righteous but for lawbreakers and rebels, the ungodly and sinful”

Paine continues regarding the suffering due to government…

“when we suffer, or are exposed to the same miseries by a government, which we might expect in a country without government, our calamities is heightened by reflecting that we furnish the means by which we suffer! Government, like dress, is the badge of lost innocence; the palaces of kings are built on the ruins of the bowers of paradise. For were the impulses of conscience clear, uniform, and irresistibly obeyed, man would need no other lawgiver; but that not being the case, he finds it necessary to surrender up a part of his property to furnish means for the protection of the rest; and this he is induced to do by the same prudence which in every other case advises him out of two evils to choose the least”

Paine recognizes that if man were to always submit to a God given conscience, laws to restrain man would not be necessary, and freedom would be complete.

An Ex KGB officer named Bezmenov once spoke regarding the communistic approach to take over a society through a brain washing process they called ‘Ideological subversion’. Bezmenov said the following:

“It’s a great brain washing process which goes very slow, its divided into 4 basic stages. The first one being ‘demoralization’. It takes from fifteen to twenty years to demoralize a nation. Why that many years? Because this is the minimum number of years to educate one generation of students of your enemies and expose the ideology without being challenged by the basic values of America. The result? The result you can see, most of the people that graduated in the 60’s, are now occupying the positions of power: Government, civil service, business, mass media, educational system you are stuck with them you can not get rid of them, they are contaminated, they are programmed to react to certain stimuli… The process of demoralization is complete and irreversible.”

Man’s lusts and vices have become the foundation and catalyst for a prison. When we look at the world we see an evil machine designed to enslave people. This system appeals to every aspect of a persons flesh and ego provoking them into transactions of sin which eventually result in lawlessness thus provoking the system to add additional layers of bondage through legislation. Then the process is repeated until a people are completely enslaved.

Bezmenov goes on to say the solution to this problem and only solution is a new generation of people with new values, with virtue.

Virtue, and Freedom: You can’t have one without the other (part 1)

The Original Design

A truly free society would not have a government, but our founding fathers, were forced to settle necessarily for a government which protects inalienable rights so an individual can be as free as is possible in a fallen world. This was the original design. The most limited government possible to protect the rights God has given to every man. The minimal amount of laws so that the individuals inalienable rights are protected.

Thomas Paine Wrote:

“Society is produced by our wants, and government by our wickedness; the former promotes our happiness positively by uniting our affections, the latter negatively by restraining our vices. The one encourages intercourse, the other creates distinctions. The first is a patron, the last a punisher.“

The republic founded by our fathers of old had minimal laws toward the individual which would restrain the vices that represent a threat to said rights. But even this form of government was as Paine puts it “in its best state a necessary evil in its worst state an intolerable one”.

According to Paine, governments are instituted to restrain vices. The implication in this statement is that there exist vices to be restrained. Transgressing against a law results in new layers of law which further restrict ones freedom . This example can be seen clearly in the life of a criminal who eventually breaks laws, until he is imprisoned by them. Even in prison, were freedom is so limited, further law breaking will eventuate in isolation, an even smaller cell with zero freedom. In the natural world, the size of our prison is determined by our submission to the existing law. The general idea however, was minimal government, maximum freedom. But, there is always a catch. There exists a requisite for such a free society. This requisite, was virtue. This I believe is what Benjamin Frankly meant when he said “We have founded for you a republic, if you can keep it”

Fire: It Hurts So Good

Oh the mystery. The unknown is a place of testing. A perspective which has just as much potential to inspire fear as it does Awe. Oh how weak we truly are, only a fire can really reveal such an obvious circumstance. Our frailty, our helplessness truly apparent when the flames of trial reveal the true meaninglessness of every worldly asset one possesses. The truth, brilliantly defined when the scorching heat consumes all that which was once a source of comfort or confidence. That which remains is Truth. The density of residing worldly objects parallels the time invested into it which also parallels the intensity and duration of the fire necessary for its complete and utter destruction. ‘Though You slay me, I will trust in You.’ This process of substitution of infinite for that which was finite is knowingly beneficial in its outcome, painful in its process and I trust, never unnecessary. When do we want our fire I ask? On earth while the space once occupied by finite subjects can be gracefully replaced with the infinitude of God’s glory? Or in heaven, when all that potential lost is realized at the Bema seat of Christ? ‘Consider it all joy my brothers…’ ‘…For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, works for us a far more exceedingly and eternal weight of glory.’ That which experiences pain is due to die, eventuating in the infinite experience of restoration which inherently is nothing less then intimacy with infinitude, our Creator, the Holy one.

Climb With Love

What will I find at the top? What will I discover along the way? We climb for an ultimate reward of summit which few have recorded as have done this, (Paul being one) but the journey gives us a view as well. That is, a view of our self. Risk, reward and fear seem to increase together. Climbing requires strength, steadfastness and fearlessness and how much of my own well being am I willing to sacrifice in exchange for a destiny fulfilled. How will I handle the fears which try to capitalize on my vertical journey? How determined am I? How is this determination cultivated? There is no Reward without sacrifice, no sacrifice without Risk, and no Risk without action. I must move. I must go up. But potential reward is still not motive enough to move much of the time. What causes us to move I ask? I believe, that which prompts us to move is only that which moves our hearts. “We love because he first loved us” We need to cry out for His heart. We are nothign without love. We are without use without love. Love it seems is a prerequisite to use, and Jesus is the prerequisite to Love. If it is fear that prevents us from climbing higher and true love casts out fear, then we must know love each day if we wish to continue our epic journey upward. Love will increase as the elevation increases. Love assures our minds and increases our peace, securing our foothold. Love before you climb lest you fall.

Mandate to Love Before We Speak

Every word that comes out of our mouth is coated with a sort of oil or tar, each being influenced by the heart, each bringing with them the once hidden intent. Vocalizing thoughts into organized sounds, vibrating the air while traveling in time and space until it meets the ears of the recipient. No going back what is said is said, intent is known our hearts exposed. To destroy or build the choice is ours. Our words are the vehicle for the fulfillment of a mandate to Love or a weapon in the hands of the enemy. The condition of our heart determines the color of our words. Test your heart, Test your heart. What is the intent? Consider the implications of our words to be the very thing that is said. The implications will be heard. Maybe even more clearly then the words that were said. You’re heart will be made known regardless of the words you choose to use. We must not only master our flesh but also our hearts. Forcing them into a place of submission, unrelentingly going back to the cross until the mindful revelation of Gods Love transforms the heart of hearts. Until then are we even permitted to speak? To define someone without love is to lay a foundation for a demonic stronghold. We CANNOT love without Love. We cannot love without God. Let our yes be yes and our no be no. In order for our words to be true we must go to Truth for our words. The source. Truth the Man, Jesus Christ.

Oh the mysteries of the cross...

-B

(Dream) Fear - Storm - Bulding - Pillar - Truth

Dream 1 (Fear attacks)
I "woke up" but i was still dreaming. It was dark and I was in my room. I was struck with fear. I felt like something was on the other side of my door. I grabbed my rifle and pointed it at the door. Then I "woke up" again but was still dreaming and did the same thing. thought I was awake this time so I grabbed my rifle and pointed it at the door... Then the dream transitioned...

Tornado...
Playing catch with a football on a huge lawn with unrecognizable people. The setting was gloomy, windy, Erie. Black Storm clouds were brewng and it was getting worse. I meet up Ryan, Aaron, Britt and Kristen. (I believe this was the group) I asked out loud 'can we go down' refering to a basement. Someone points us to a shallow basment compartment thing. It was only a couple steps deep and was not fully submerged in the ground. Not the best shelter. The storm started blowing over us. It pulled this basment thing off base and slides us down road while inside it. at one point it hit something and stopped so we got out. "at least we are farther away from the storm." I said. as we get out of this structure we get caught in rain floods that start pulling us back toward this storm. While floating in this flood i looked up and saw a ugly black twister cloud forming in distance. as its forming a skull forms in the cloud inside it while twisting. This storm was not of God,it seemed evil, or deat. While flowing toward this storm we swim to the side of the flood to pull our self out in the direction of a building I see. Pull our self out soaking wet we approach the entrance of this building. It was impressive in size and stature. A man wearing an Isreali head piece and old school traditional Isreali garb opens the door for us. This man was emotionless. He was not suprised to see us, and I felt he knew we needed the protection of this building. He was a servant, I think an angel. I knew this building was for the a priviledge people, royalty maybe so I felt out of place soaking wet from a storm but the man seemed ok with it. once inside the stregnth of this building was felt. The storm would not shake this building. I patted on of the pillers while looking at Ryan as if to say "this piller is not going anywhere". Then I remembered the storm and realized it was about to hit us. I got on my knees to hold tight to that pillar in prep for tornado storm. I asked where Kristen was and gestured to her to come down with me to grasp to this pillar. Then I Woke up.

When I woke up I looked around and was not inittially aware of the dream I just had. Then it came back to me. As soon as I started thinking. I need to remember this, the first dream about being fearful and my rifle flooded my thoughts and I actually thought about grabbing the gun and pointing at my door. The fear got intense. I wanted to rebuke it in my mind but was intimidated to even rebuke it because I thought it would retaliate (the fear it self). Then, in my brain I just said 'fear is a lie'. When I said this, I heared/felt a loud sound. It was a reverberating sound like that of a high power laser. The sound really woke me up. It felt as if the lie had been burned out of my brain. I felt this sound. At that point i looked around my room and was almost joyful because i still felt i was in the midst of fear and not afraid. Then I grabbed my phone and started typing. Lol. I ask for dreams and He is faithful right.

have fun with this one bud.

Thank you Lord, keep em coming.

I think the piller was knowledge of God or Fear of God. Not sure. Could be wrong.

A Meal Being Prepared (Dream)

Dream...

I was in a grocery store. A huge grocery store/fun house cause everyone was having a blast in the store. I saw a man who was making some food. I was asking him what it was and that I wanted some. It was baklava and hummus wrapped in panceta. (sounds yummy but very wierd) and then he asked if I wanted to try something. He was very inviting and I knew he knew what he was doing, so i really wanted to. He handed me what looked like some grilled onions. I ate them and they were spicy. He asked what I thought and I said, "there spicy" and he smiled at me and said 'ya spicy' like he knew there was more meaning to that. Then he said, come with me ill show you how to cook something (I think) and he came over to this stand like you might see in a costco where peeps are giving out samples. He lit a fire in the middle of this grill thing, then he took ice and poured it on each side of the fire and then right over the fire. The ice did not fall on the fire though, it just got poured right over it and appeared to be held up by an invisible barrier. I could see the fire flickering through the ice. Then the ice started melting over the fire but it was not effecting the flame. Then i looked up and saw above that grill there was a griddle that was about head hight with a huge steak like piece of meat that was cooking. Kelly was there and she took some salt and and seasoned half the steak. I was impressed cause she seemed like she knew what she was doing, then I grabbed salt and seasoned the other half cause I wanted to be involved. Then i checked the bottom of the steak to see how cooked it was and it was only barley cooked on the bottom portion. The top portion (which we seasoned was more browned) Thats about it. I know he was going to make something really really delicious though. His presence was very pleasent and inviting. And he knew what he was doing.